When you are at my age what are you doing now?
Studying?
Chasing boys/girls
Or just like me, working.
Whichever road you may choose in life please don't ever regret and look forward with your head held high or else you may end up crumbling like a cookie. Which i think i am crashing already...
I really missed my grandma even thou i kept saying nasty things here and there but i do love her and miss her too much. I just don't want to seem so weak.
Been thinking about life after death. Where do people go after they died? Did everything just end when you died like you are just merely sleeping? Or is there really life after death and if there is, where,what and why?
Too many questions that i needed an answer.
I did regret not paying attention in school not attending school but all this can still be changed but for someone who died will never come back! And all that's left will be just memories inside your head playing like some broken movie and you can't make it stop!
Wished everything is just a dream. Can i wake up already?
All i felt is this emptiness inside as if i were void of all emotion. I can't cry i have no idea why. If tears were able to flown down freely maybe i will free too. This emotion burden is so heavy to bare just let me be.
Mentally breaking down soon.
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