Orange.

I can't find the time to blog, busy sleeping and tonning with Rion. Reach home start ravaging my Vodka, how to wake up. Sometime i feel like slapping myself to wake up, but it hurts so much i wish to just drown away my sorrows. I can't pick myself up, i kept living my promise to you. Live for yourself and not for anyone.Fuck you! Went Ecp ytd to pei Steve but he was already drunk when i reach there, almost felt alone sigh. It was only like ytd we went camping together, where we guys are happy full of lively soul. Now what it's left was only me and Steve hollow shell of our former self tragic. Your still what fills my mind, memories. Why did you give up so easily. Why am i not important to you why do have to go why do i question myself every single time why do i still living in my own world, get out!