All about sweetie.

Yuhua village's chicken rice plus ice jelly with 'ata seeds' naise! Think i develop a sweet tooth ): Keep eating sweet thingys, but i lurbb candiiex LAWLS! Sleep very early this few days isn't it great (:

L-l-lo-pop~ Loli loli~
T~o~p.

Miss Chup chup lolipop. Went Muffin's house ytd and watch retarded Big bang Cf and parodies :D I keep staring at this post for a good whole 20 mins and i forget what i wanted to type already ):
Random stuff, saw some funny people in audi ytd haha, ~xPancake, aiya forget his cpl nick liao ~x something also LOLS.

Blog later bah :D

Happy yay!

Dunno which blogshop leave a tag but i went to see, yay meet ups!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~

found same advertisement so funny lol, all Big bang la <3



0.35!!!!LOOK AT JIYONG gosh..0.47 Daeseung so kelian >.<
And 1.05 TABI oh my god GAY! i love you !


Tabi obba i love your hair.

Mt ' Faber.

I remember promising myself i will never show my weakness out for anyone to see. And this is what i'll keep. Want to go out but there is no destination i wanted to go, everywhere i wanted and grown to love, you took it all away.People may say going to places you went before with a special person is not a sin but I'm scared of seeing your face.It just simply breaks me...I'll be going 'there' today please don't let me see you thank you...I know its selfish and blah, but i know you won't travel up the dingy slopey hill LOL...Bathing soon, bye.

Tabi-Sama sore throat, heart pain LOL. Sexeh voice..Haru Haru..Day by day..

A whole new level of Dotard-ness

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! LAME~

Saw it on my facebook...(: Hope it made your day.

Lalala~

Cute Lens case i buy, Frog. You know how obsess i am when its a frog (:

Inside.

PWR: -1.00

Multi purpose solution, dun dare try Saline.

Un-warp..How the lens look.

Trying on and start cam-whoring away. Nope nt posting all here haha.

The best shot so far, the point is i found out the box color so near to my eyes.Hoho.

Denied Entry.

Very much left in a confusing state, when his not there, i prayed hard for someone to be there for me, and when it did happen i wish his the one to walk me out of my own misery. Why am i such a greedy person? When will the greed, the lust for something ends.



Brought FreshKon lens, will PO the pictures up tomorrow, really feel tired already. Maybe can go my Facebook and see (:


Sweet Dreams, Bye.



P/S I love Muffins :x

Promise?

Saw this poster at AMK Hub that day, while waiting for Percy Jackson the movie. I wonder if that fucker remember the promise to see this movie. Guess he forgotten already.

And Conrad i don't remember needing to tell you every location I'm in at the moment its very annoying, and don't call me whenever i forgotten to reply, it is i forgotten, still sleeping or I'm really fucking busy.

CupCake mixture. Muffin.

Decided to embrace the pain than running and avoiding it, i believe my sanity has long left together when i tried running away from it. The hollow hole currently is still a hole LOL! Randomness here but i find it funny so i type loh ~

Just eat finish my ' merci ' chocolate given by Rion, try count the date, Feb 13 till now! Lucky never spoil LMAO. Went so Jurong Spring CC eat Mac <3

Side track abit, i remember telling Rion about my blog Url, someone's idea thus the blog.

Sadness in my eye, you can't see and you'll never see. Because i don't want to see your face , i knew clearly your not the one to wipe my tears and a promise not to cry for you anymore. Clear enough. Erasing the name Marco out, he need to move house from my heart liao hoho..

Feelings.

Went Simei ITE today for interview the course for Community care & social service. Overall nervous like hell, saw one guy look like T.O.P his from HFD de LOLS. Nehmind i love the real Tapi-sama<3! Made a new friend, west-sider also (:

Rion's flying off to Cambodia later will miss him T.T Super crazy, was blasting music and singing at the top of my lungs while walking home. Let's do it again when you come back (:

Tagging hearts is so boring gosh! Why anyone likes that, chiong ring hais. 2 more level to go.

Different set of URL, different set of emails, blog content 90% identical.

I guess time to delete it. No longer serves anything anymore. Just reminded me of the pain. Ouch. The hole just gotten bigger.
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I don't recognize that cheeky smile of mine, and i don't remember that chuckle of yours.
100608. Why is the pain still there. MinMin i miss ya, where have you gone?

Big Bang - KOE WO KIKASETE (Let me hear your voice)

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For I heard the weather has cleared up from the west (***)
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The sky still spreads so freely
Although nothing has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We'll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let's get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

Orange.

I can't find the time to blog, busy sleeping and tonning with Rion. Reach home start ravaging my Vodka, how to wake up. Sometime i feel like slapping myself to wake up, but it hurts so much i wish to just drown away my sorrows. I can't pick myself up, i kept living my promise to you. Live for yourself and not for anyone.Fuck you! Went Ecp ytd to pei Steve but he was already drunk when i reach there, almost felt alone sigh. It was only like ytd we went camping together, where we guys are happy full of lively soul. Now what it's left was only me and Steve hollow shell of our former self tragic. Your still what fills my mind, memories. Why did you give up so easily. Why am i not important to you why do have to go why do i question myself every single time why do i still living in my own world, get out!

something that made my day.

Mo'S

Decided to catch a movie ytd cause its V'day. Ate Fish'co and i'm wondering what's the big hype bout it. Slack at Jurong Safra ans the park cuz teh movie is at 2.30am. Kay its call Legend, naise (: Continued and walk to Enet, till morning then went home. Cycled in the morning after i just reach home, have pratas <3 Decided to break with Muff, nothing glorious. Guess selfish ways cannot wash away the guilt too deep to remove hais. Really sorry. Sinking back to the old days where i spent my days wasted, sian. Argh 18 faster come ): I wish i can just let go of you.

i didn't see you as my friend, cuz your my dar.hais wads wrong with me hates myself, i'm sorry, im just being ridiculously stupid just now, dun think u'll believe me.

Chinese New Year.

Okay happy CNY everyone, how did you spent it? I spent sleeping away and going Jcube with dar thanks for the valentine prezziez but i hate mints T.T No bbq ): Cubing with dar is so bore cause everyone is at home eating dinner so its so quiet nor ):

And Bitch, i know the fam and YOU is reading my blog, I'm glad that there are people reading moi poor blog but please keep your stupid comments on my blog and the tag board below, i don't wish people ripping stuff here and post stupid accusation in the fam thou I've left with much love and many kisses and lastly thanks.

烦恼，苦恼。

没人会明白对方的心情，即使是双胞胎也不会明白。我不了解自己的想法，也不知道我自己想要的东西，真是自找烦恼呵呵。无语中呵呵呵呵88

Lovlies

oh watch Percy Jackson with Rion and Fadli at Amk Hub ytd.9.05pm show.Was planning to go They Cathy but Rion is so late LOL! While on the train ride to Amk I'm so bored to death as boys being boys they're talking about computer stuff, makes me feel so left out nvm :3 But what makes me dulan is that Winter Rose kao, Msia call Sg expensive lei, just sms hao bu hao wuliao -.- Okay Rion treated me pepper lunch thanks sio :D The movie is boring in the beginning and lame ending LOL. Confirm tio wack if someone sees this.Erm slack at Yuhua there with Rion till morning laying down on the floor and see stars, i wonder if people see us what will they think haha :x Going meet him later ok buaii tata.

Hate.

My heat actually ache so badly.It hurts gosh my chest felt so numb and that tingling feeling on the tummy, its making me sick.How many times do i have to repeat this process it just simple makes me look like some loser, so stop being a loser Huimin.

天空

聽著自己的心跳
沒有規則的跳躍
我安靜的在思考
並不想被誰打擾
我們曾緊緊擁抱
卻又輕易地放掉
這種感覺很微妙
該怎麼說才好
時間分割成對角
停止你對我的好
瓦解我們的依靠
在你離開之後的天空
我像風箏尋一個夢
雨後的天空
是否有放晴後的面容
我靜靜的望著天空
試著尋找失落的感動
只能用笑容
期待著雨過天晴的彩虹
oh～～～
在你離開之後的天空
我像風箏尋一個夢
雨後的天空
是否有放晴後的面容
我靜靜的望著天空
試著尋找失落的感動
只能用笑容
期待著雨過天晴的彩虹
在你離開之後的天空
我像風箏尋一個夢
我靜靜的望著天空
試著尋找失落的感動

Sucks

Sorry Muffin I can't sleep my mind just won't stop tuning and ya ah fuck.I just cross 10 Feb, gives myself a pat in the shoulder (: Heard Steve kor broke up too.Hais why is everyone being like this now? When Muffin is quarreling with his cpl today it just reminded me so badly of you. Many new beginnings and many disappointments. Muffin ask Rose what did she like about him i was so o_o look at the face...Because i can't remember what did i love him, what is it about him that drove me crazy for him, i can't remember or i didn't know at all. Should have go drink today and not getting too emotional. I quit InsanitoriuM, its getting really tiring for me, sorry -Luna I'm really tired. Emo day T.T Getting tired easily. Suddenly remember a line in Down With Love, one day you'll find someone who appreciates you for who you are. Miss his scent eew..LOL..xiang nian xiang ni. Time play so fast, its been one month already, i look so different now with short dyed and highlighted hair, what about you? I feel like I'm walking and turning corners hoping to catch a glimpse of 'you' i wonder when will i stop being so childish and retarded. Oh mum found my A7x bag. Aww memories. I look looking back at memories its like a gigantic movie theater but the only audience is me. Hmm changing blog songs. I getting easily aggressive nowadays so don't poke me bah. Byebye.

就想賴著妳

Oh GOSH! 言承旭 SO SHUAI!!!! AHHHHH!!! opps.Chill chilll.....Watching 就想賴著妳 now.Its so funny lols..DIED.Go see okay

Bleh :P

Was talking on the phone with Muff, thanks to Melanchronic? Idiot guy, in fam keep asking people call him for conf ): So i had a great time talking to Muff hahahaha...Stupid lame stuff on audi and some fam gossips. I can't believe a joke ask ~Vid~ that day to win him cause someone to jealous sio hahahahaha..its just a joke lor. Okay la another guy that is having exams..:P good luck and show me you '6.30' razor keyboard tmr..okie byebye good night people :3

lmao

someone jealous sio LOL

Norm Day :3

Woke up at 10am plus today, saw a few smses and some from M. Why does it still have an effect on me? It made me smile and drift back to dream land.Replied a simple 'Afternoon' in the noon, duh thats when i woke up again.Packing and cleaning up my room.Just trying to keep everything simple, no painting and stuff just simple things i have, it gives out more of a normal room a guy should have? Opps..i mean girl LOL! But it look more like a guys room bleh :p Nehmind. 18 Feb seems so close and far away haish ): i needa know where i'll be posted too.I'll prove everyone that i can do it! Since i keep remember promising M that i'll change thou i don't expect him to be back but i realized being friends with him is really better then you know wad la :D Oh was watching a ch5 show in the noon, its call ' Light Years' some old teenage drama, haha that female lead reminds me of me hahaha, she yelled and scold her bf until he cannot take it so he broke off with her LOL.Erm valentines day anyone want to go watch movie with me? So pathetic sia ): This year ang bao confirm shrink, cuz imma not going to one of my relatives house sadded. Er, blog later bah i wan to rest, so tired sio ):

Fickle so fuxking FICKLE!

Soon to be 1 week cpl with ~AhVid~ lol, his the most longest audi cpl i have? So freaking tempted to press that button today haha wads wrong with me sia.Okay la going sleep in my room liao.
I love Johnny Depp lalalalal~
OKie good nite sweet dreams pple :3

Random fact about myself?

Is a very slow warming type.I love people who are serious and also funny.I like inspirational people who work hard for their dreams, someone who never gives up too easily, someone who could be an inspiration to me to reach my own dreams too, I really need a lot of inspiration, encouragement and support.When I'm mad i can be very aggressive ): I likes to control and hide my emotions.I will never try to change anyone, but I'll learn to accept them as they are. Absolutely hates plastic and an artificial flower, it makes me feel that person is insincere.I like going to picnic and take short walks.

Ouch T.T

Was force to wake up with this acute pain on my lower bottom tummy especially on the left side. Its so fucking pain i can't sit up, time was 3 plus am.Diarrhea and vomiting. Going see doctor later haish. I told ~B that i miss him but hate him.So ~b interpreted as, you miss him because you still have feelings for him and hate him because you care.Argh my tummy is killing me sia T.T no time to think if i still love him .

Dualiap :3

Erm, summarize everything into short short simple ok? Not going out with ~him tomorrow liao cuz someone need focus for his exams and then graduate liao while thinking back, M going graduate liao also hor, why he more slack ar?

Play 2 games with ~him nia :3 better then nothing hor, erm all full heart liao do wad ar?

i still miss you why?

Sudden Attack

OMG! Nose BLEED LIAO!

LOL~ T.O.P-sama <33333!

SO shuai

New Blog song.

Gaga fever liao LOLS.

Lady GaGa - Speechless.

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Hi Dickhead.

Okay i bet there is something seriously wrong with me ): I'm sleeping like before 10 everyday OMFG!Alright nehmind its okay healthy lifestyle.Kinda hate blogging nowadays, cuz i'm so sleepy and tired every single day :O

The passion kinds of dies down after awhile for me, haha i don't believe in love, can anyone prove to me :x Okay being super ridicules and random here ignore this paragraph here.

How are you nowadays, stress, happy? Seeing you with your 'gf' gives me a weird feeling and I've no idea why.I bet your even more happy with her then me (:
And to people who likes to judge me, I admit I'm freaking smoking on Saturday and i quit okay, its only 1 freaking day chilling out -.-'

Home-SGH-TBC-BLS-Home. This is where i go today, boring right.

Nothing to type anyway, since there is nothing important also, okay chill ya.

Happiness?

Happiness comes in a funny way, it can be just sitting beside someone and play audi together, its so funny la.Met ~baby at Clementi today, rot LOL.Okay dunno what to blog liao.

Bye.

what what did you say? Haha.I'm still using 1300 fyi, or else how i sms my dear :D I don't know what to reply LOL.I've to ask people how to reply you, but in the end i better save my money, i last heard someone's sms burst so help you save money also okay, see i so nice (: Erm, i sleep early don't worry :x Opps i forgotten how you look like also so better don't ask you out -.-' cuz i can't remember your face liao, memory getting worst.

Kuan ask me if i'm still willing to give him chance, I've no idea just reply that chances are meant for people who cherishes it.

I fall asleep at 9 plus pm sorry ~baby.Blame Kuan cut hair so slow :x make me want to sleep and back ache badly. Will post the pictures la just really tired and busy.Ytd reach Bedok at 12pm makan abit, reach Simei at 1pm till i leave there like 6plus going 7 liao.Rest until i fell asleep never send kiss ):

Can't can't wait and very looking forward to see ~baby on this coming Sat.
Cube-ing? Remember say hi if you see me there :x

Lalala~

Bi wan see my new hair style no wai~

Short post before i go out.

Sleep very early and wake up very automatically, when Marco just know Sharmine he never seen her before but claim to love her? I never really understand it but now i know :3 haha maybe its still not love but it just leave a big grin on my face when i see ~baby's sms and msn. Just a really funny feeling opps:x wish ~baby don't see this post *crosses fingers*

Money plox

Erm last post before i go sleep.
Today was auditioning with ~baby with some random people playing couple dance? All the ss taken by none other then ~baby he so nice !

2 person.

Left the gal.


~baby help license and play so nice right!

New song :D

Lady GaGa ft Beyonce - Telephone
[Lady Gaga]
Hello, hello, baby
You called, I can't hear a thing.
I have got no service
in the club, you say, say
Wha-Wha-What did you say, huh?
You're breaking up on me
Sorry, I cannot hear you,
I'm kinda busy.

K-kinda busy
K-kinda busy
Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy.

Just a second,
It's my favorite song they're gonna play
And I cannot text you with
A drink in my hand, eh?
You shoulda made some plans with me,
You knew that I was free.
And now you won't stop calling me;
I'm kinda busy.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin'', stop callin,
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
but there's no one home,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Cuz I'm out in the club,
and I'm sippin that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
but there's no one home,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
and I'm sippin' that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

[Beyonce]
Boy, the way you blowin' up my phone
won't make me leave no faster.
Put my coat on faster,
leave my girls no faster.
I shoulda left my phone at home,
cuz this is a disaster!
Callin' like a collector -
sorry, I cannot answer!

Not that I don't like you,
I'm just at a party.
And I am sick and tired
of my phone r-ringing.
Sometimes I feel like
I live in Grand Central Station.
Tonight I'm not takin no calls,
cause I'll be dancin.

Cause I'll be dancin
Cause I'll be dancin
Tonight I'm not takin no calls, cause I'll be dancin!

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I got my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I got my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I got my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I got my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
but there's no one home,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Cuz I'm out in the club,
and I'm sippin' that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
but there's no one home,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Cuz I'm out in the club,
and I'm sippin' that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
Cuz I'm out in the club,
and I'm sippin' that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
Cuz I'm out in the club,
and I'm sippin that bubb,
and you're not gonna reach my telephone!

We're sorry the number you have reached is not in service at this time.
Please check the number, or try your call again.

My Mind

Erm i slept at 3 plus ytd, was very sleepy did i manage to update my blog? I can't remember lei later i go check again :x Woke up at 7 something? My brain like failing liao ): Saw his sms lor, he wake up super early for school D: Faster on audition lei i'm getting really bored liao, lalala~
I've a feeling that I'm addicted to play Club dance liao how how?
I go back nua some more bah.

满满的祝福

Hate ~Baby for owning my ass in audition! Today is February first already, it marks the day that海派甜心 last episode liao wee :D
Since Dec 15 we broke off we fight we patch up we break again.Till the day I'm tired January 9.I won't take anymore of these nonsense anymore, i may seem all well enough but still held that feelings for you but i can merely say i only like you now and not love.Thanks ~baby for letting me get reminded that i don't love Marco but just and infatuation .

Woke up at 9 plus pm..does my life can get better or not T.T
Well maybe it did :x Don't tell you.Erm promise myself today will level and become lvl 16 clubber while ~baby is lvl 7? kao own me lei >.< must be i nub lor ):
Update blog songs again.Hmm maybe will PO the lyrics up later bah.

Till then~