Dear Cat,
Thanks for everything you have done for me even when at times you can still be quite a asshole :x But that's alright, I know deep down you are still a kind person who cares about animals despite you protesting that you are not.
I'm glad your adventure is starting, sitting on a 22 hours flight alone sound so scary! I can't help but feel I was the one holding you down when you couldn't decide whether to pursue this opportunity or not when we are together. And now here you are, going to fly on Monday.
If we were still together, you would still be at home, nua-ing around. Won't be experiencing new things and new adventures now. In a sense I felt I was letting you be free.
Ever now and then I do get those dull ache in chest, wondering did I make the right decisions. Having those reminders of you, thinking about a future without you. Yes, I do miss you very much.
Even when we couldn't continue as lovers, to me you are just like a family. So many mile stones together. Have my first oversea experience, crashing a car together, to the passing of my grandmother and Naomi...Thank you for always being there for me. Eternally grateful (:
Remember to mail me sausages and beer!
xoxo
Cat
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