my heart hurts every second tickling by.
I don't feel like anything but seeing or hear from him...
but i cannnot.
i cant msg him, his busy.
i cant call him, he don't pick up.
i cant lookup for him, I'm afraid of seeing him.
Been walking around to stop my head from thinking, but everywhere i go, it reminds me of him.
i miss the feel of his hair thru my finger as i comb them gently
i miss the scent that he wears carries around
i miss the familiar laughter
i miss his smiles
the touch
warmth.
felt cold. lost.
parts of me are dieing
life draining as time pass
i wanted to stop thinking
i wanted to stop crying
i wanted to stop feeling so helpless
i want to stop myself from falling
but i cant.
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