expected it.

Went out have my lunch saw him online, rush back home to see if he wanna go out.While i'm thinking what to do another thought rush through my head, its he'll say he "busy" "see first" "not sure" "dun feel like" okay I'm right ):
Should just stop talking asking him shits and Vin ask me to proof myself that I am strong.I can't i feel I'm drowning every second and wish one day I'll just suffocate and die.
One word for myself.

Pathetic.

Just stop talking to him lor, he said he won't care why did he bother to ... sigh nehmind.While blogging in chinese is fun but its just seriously a pain in the ass! or my fingers :D
Keith ask me go see movie just now, turn down the offer.Next week bah Keith?Vin ystd ask me to watch the movie with him on valentine day, My Ex.Mad siao or not D:
The xiaomeimei in lan talk to me LOLs! Okay i sounded so lesbo, I'm not okay I am straight cuz T.O.P sama <33 come =" PAY" money =" sex DSLR D: Maybe a good cam will do :3

Erm i feel like a greedypigShhheeepppp....Blog again later when i can think of something.And i update blog song.