✖♥✖♥

a belated post.

2012-02-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

I went to Batam some weeks ago, nothing to see there :D
Did some minor sugery ): And while i was in the hospital alone i did many reflection on my life and how i have been living life. And also my past failed relationship.

We have broken up because i loved who i was and he was never going to love me for me. And many times love is just simply not enough to mantain a relationship if we shared different values. Life is already hard enough and times i needed someone to support my flaws instead of fighting about it. I refused to change.

And back to now, i am really trying to change to be a better person but it is so tiring. I know there is many bad traits in me that needed to be changed but things don't just happen over night. In the end love do conquere all (:

Happy in advance Valentine's day Mr Cat!

Eating Grass. 明言 by Queen. ( my colleague )

2012-01-13T03:15:00.000+08:00

Remember my previous blog title? It was " Chicken Pox Dilemma ", due to some unfortunate events i have caught that virus just few days before my surgery. Thus i have to postponed the op plus it was on a Christmas Eve.

I couldn't go out and celebrate and i couldn't do many things! That includes working!
And some days ago i actually 反脸 with my mother. Check the tweets for more info. So i will be out on my own, paying for my own expenses. So it is very important to work or else i could not pay my bills and hospital bills! I don't even have money to eat!

I am very glad and felt lucky that my boyfriend was with me all these days. When i was first diagnose with Chicken Pox he stayed behind and took care of me despite knowing that he will catch the virus cause he said that he didn't have Chicken Pox before. ( Turns out his uncle said that he have it before, just could not remember) but still....So 感动 lor ~ ( fake sob ) .

Eating grass everyday now, my life is getting so depressing day by day. Okay i'm not really eating grass but it's instant noodles. Same right? Plus boyfriend is eating the same thing as me! 辛苦你了!

Right now basically i am at home trying to recover asap so i could go out to work again! Hwaiting!
And...birthday just passed me by...so that makes me 20 already! Le sigh ~

I should not be so useless 两手空空 with no savings and such...Consider it a new year resolution ( late one )

Lastly, without you Mr Meow i don't think my life would be this awesome. Thank you for always being there for me the pass 2 years, time really flies! We have our ups and downs, quarrels and fights but till the end you never once gave up on me, always tolerating my shit attitude and mental health state. Always nagging at me and getting nagged by my mother, yet you stayed on with me. I know you're going NS soon, you are worried about me right! I know! :D
Baby just don't think so much. Le me Gusta you ~

Chicken Pox dilemma

2012-01-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

Went out on 6/1/2012. Wasted money on taxi fares #LikeABoss
MegaFlea was such a disappointment!
I wonder when will i be able to get back to work?

Still Alive

2011-11-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

Dead Cat

I must make up my mind. It's not a simple decision. It will change my life no matter what choice i made. Think caefully...
But i already know what i wanted.

Fat or Skinny?

2011-11-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

Weight myself few days back. I was gasping for air as i was thinking in my head "WHAT THE FUCK" i have gained 20kg in 1 year time. Yes 20 FUCKING KG!
I'm not joking seriously, i weight like 75kg now! SO MANY FATS!

OMFG and i'm too LAZY to excersie man...Shall eat ham steak everyday till i slim down back to 55 kg :3

Still...the fact sucks to the max knowing that 20kg is some kid in my workplace's weight...FML
Someone just kill me please!

Blame my stupid mouth and tummy for always eating and growling.
Hate hate hate!

One and A Half Months

2011-10-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

I can't use the new Blogger interface anymore because my iPad seems to always hang at the main page!

This explains why i wasn't updating.

Plus i was busy.

Time passes by and i have already survived 1 and a half months in my company. Considering the fact that i started working with them on the first of September.

At times (many times actually) i felt like qutting but i kept telling myself not to quit. If i were to quit what difference will i made? Forever losing job, finding new job and quits again?

No!

I must carry on...and so i did manages till now.

Carry on the good work Huimin.

Add oil!

Super Barbie :>

2011-09-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

After some ups and down...

http://candylenshop.weebly.com/arrivals.html

MUAHAHAHA!

Just a shot post.

2011-09-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

I'm basically only free on Mondays.

Brought this month's Popteen. They are teaching how to DIY your own fake eyelashes, will post it later (:
So just wait a little :D

What i think about my Career?

2011-09-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

I'm just seriously bored with my new job.

Simply...Easy...and..

HUNGRY!

Just staple staple staple, printing printing and more printings.

Hungry is because...

Woodlands seems to sell only Fast foods? So angry.

Cup noodles everyday!

Double Eyelid (Part One)

2011-09-02T20:41:00.034+08:00

Do you have uneven eyelids that makes you look like an idiot on most times? Well..it's me.
AND IT BUGS ME!

Also. I have decided to take time and #Google a few types of *eyelids* people have.

These are the most common ones Asian people have.But many Asians have Mono eyelid which we also call Single eyelid, and tapered eyelids. Parallel can also occur as we age due to the top part of eyelids sagging.

Also have included other types of lids people have. I have already mention A,B and C. The other type of lids are what we call or I call 'Ang moh' eyelids :x
Okay Caucasians. (Don't judge!)

Continuing and more about me...

I was born with Tapered eyelid on my right eye and Mono eyelid on my left eye, but if i were to just open my eyes normally and see...my eyes like REALLY small...Which makes me look uglier then i already is. Sigh. To make things worse right now as i age my right eye became something like E and my left one becoming the tapered ones. So my big small eyes continues!

Last year, i happen to saw Double eyelid stickers but i didn't know if it actually works or not. I mean if it does works, why do people still do double eyelid surgery?
I didn't think that much and just brought and tried. (Glad i didn't think so much!)

Just trace a few post back and i believe i have uploaded a picture of my eyes naked. As in no makeup no glue/stickers and contact lens.

Right now i'm not at home so i won't show my pictures yet! So i will be doing a part two when i have time!

Weirdly, 2NE1 most of the girls have a different eyelids. :D

Park Bom Unnie is so pretty! Hee hee my inspiration.

*Picture credit to all respective owners!*

Disturb

2011-08-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Shall put off my plans on traveling to Malaysia to get my stash of lens. I just send in my order and hopefully i'll be able to receive it on time T^T

And i have a very unhappy event that happen last night, shall not say much in-case i get sued or something!
But seriously FUCK YOU!

Oh ya, I also have some stocks of replica version of Beats. Contact if your interested :D
P.S: My studio is AUTHENTIC one hor!

Adios~

Adios

2011-08-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Didn't have time to blog nowadays, I'm living in quite a materialistic world.

Sleep, wake, eat and imma off to work! Where got time?

The only comfort i knew and was looking forward to was to get my hands on the latest edition of 'ONE PIECE'!
Every month i wait patiently for Comic Connection to call me :x So i could go down and buy!

I guess i don't need 'Friends' to complete me, i can just live boringly alone!

Random Photos!

This month latest!

Last week i went CMPB with Meow :3

Big small eyes!

Busy Life.

2011-08-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

I'm back to days where i need to sleep early wake early. Tiring but fun! Learn new things everyday...I feel tired..but happy..You get ny drift no?

Spicy Colors is fun to work in but their items is kinda pricey, well you pay for quality mah :p All items are imported directly from Korea. So you actually save money on plane tickets and still able to buy true Korean goods wakakaka! Plus you buy outside they always say Korean Korean stuff but in the end all come from China :x

Etude House, still need me explain?

Sharing :> (For Super Barbie lens.)

2011-08-14T06:43:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I'm not SELLING! I'm just trying to buy my contact lenses :D

But because there's a min order of 10 pairs and I'm kinda broke T^T
so please help me/help yourself buy lens kay? :3

It's $10/pair (Inclusive of the bloody shipping fees!)
Waiting time is around 1 week?

I'll be doing a mass meet up for collections or otherwise, can be negotiated. After all I'm not selling mah :D

Yup and for more info and pictures, please look here.
(Another Clarifications)
I'm not the owner and I'm not buying from them. I err get from direct supplier.

If you are interested in buying please send me a massage in Facebook, MY OWN Personal FACEBOOK please.

Yes, I'll buy around like 2 pairs? But if there's any OOS i will buy more (:

Thank you. (:

Cars 2

2011-08-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

There's a Nuffnang Movie Gala. Go join kay? I'm not joing the contest but other who are GOOD LUCK!

Watch the trailer Below!

Self-Conscious.

2011-08-10T05:09:00.002+08:00

I have no friend. Only my Boyfriend and my Girlfriend. I need a shopping friend/gossip friend. Text me/go out with me or go out with them.

Sound kinda strange for a 19 year old with no friends. T^T

Yes. Please ask me go out even if you don't know me! :D

I promise, i won't bite chuuu ~

I've low self esteem too. I may seem bubbly but inside me there lives a horrible ugly monster that constantly tries to bring me down telling me i can't do it. Thus making me hard to make friend. I can't seem to talk much at times too.

Sigh. Nobody wants a friend like me ):
E.M.O
Castaway by society..

Blogshop.

2011-08-10T04:24:00.004+08:00

www.themomostore.weebly.com

Is currently my life now...Buy my things please :x I'll do a free giveaway okay!
As you you can see, it's call "TheMoMoStore" but there's a small twist! It's also baby Evelynn's Blogshop too. Just that she doesn't want to put her name in aha :D

Also Do like our FACEBOOK page.
Why like our Facebook page? Because it's like a membership thingy haha..I don't think anyone understand what i'm trying to say but it's like it gives you a 10% discount off total bill whenever you buy anything from us. Just like how membership card work right? Just that it's in a form of Liking the FB page XD
No filling up forms...Just "LIKE" the page using your fb account. So easy right!

Not selling contact lens anymore. Please don't keep asking me. Maybe i'll get a Malaysia address :3 Awwww see how it goes first...

Call me Momo The Geek!(Nerd)

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2011-08-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

Just a patronizing post :x
Sorry uh huh..Have no mood kay. :<

House cleaning :>

2011-08-05T06:49:00.001+08:00

If you want to know, I'm telling you now that im on the misson of cleaning my house! And a small conspiracy :x Won't be letting go what secret it is but I'll reveal it soon! Once I'm done doing everything :3

Stay tuned!

Once in a Lifetime chance.

2011-07-31T04:37:00.000+08:00

Went 'Gai Gai' with Baby on Friday. Spose to go Johor but i didn't bring my passport. Fetch/Meet her @ near her house and off we went to Bugis. Brought many $5per item :D Not going to upload my hauls today. So sorry. Also went to dyed away my awful blonde brown hair!

Incase you guys wanna know. It's Essensuals :D
Many famous Bloggers got go before and have great reviews!
(me just small fry only)

Sayonara Brown hair!


Put small small...:x

My Baby shy lah!

See so CHIO! Me no chio T^T


Color of my hair is Ash Brown Mega <3

After the shopping trip we went to catch a movie @ iluma. Watch-ed "Twisted"

Trailer Below!

I give it a 3.5/5
Reason is because i don't really understand the movie the only savior is it's humor. Very funny i must say. But I'll still recommend to those who are interested in getting a good laugh without a care of the story plot.

I see so many people do Vlog's I also want!
I so thick skin!

Continuation From The Below post.

2011-07-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

The spokesperson actually contacted me and let me know what's going on.
Want to know?

Imposingly the boss hires some Full-Time staff, so WE who are part-time staff have to pack our bag and go. Simple enough? Still don't get it? Because of the full-timers we the part-timers have no work to do and it's not a good move if they were to let part-timers work once a week. It isn't fair to us, says the spokesperson. Thus she advice us to find another job. (seriously Fuck you!)

And now they want me to work on this coming Sunday which i agreed (I trying to earn more for my next month's pay before saying good bye :> )
But WHERE IS YOUR SO CALLED FULL-TIMERS?
It just bugs me to no end!

What the shit is going on?

2011-07-26T12:25:00.001+08:00

Is the how a employer should treat it's staff? Was working fine and suddenly tell me the next week I've no schedule and now suddenly ask me "don't wait for this job, go find another one" . Seriously what the fuck is this? Are you firing me now or what?

Fuck you bitches. You want to fire me go ahead, why must you guys be so pathetic and use this type of nonsense. It just makes no sense. And now if this is how its going to end. Please give me my pay now. Why should i wait for you huh? When you didn't even give me a grace period of whatever shit thingy...You know when company fires their staff thingy. they gave like a one week notice.

So people, be your own judge. Who's wrong?

and...Please don't waste your $2 /hour (Removed) Not worth the money plus many games not working :x

A Day In Chinese Garden (:

2011-07-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

Went Chinese garden somedays ago (:
Can you believe that I stay in Jurong for so many years but i didn't went in before! Oh my...Took some pictures (:

The Entrance

At the side.

Saw some statues of Zodiacs, only took a pic of mine.

Was telling Meow some of the folklore regarding the Zodiac Race.

He is looking at tortoises.

Random tree XD

There is many trees and Bangala :x

Don't it makes you fee like your in some ~~rural abandon~~ place...

Changes.

2011-07-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

Did i post it before?

I notice there's a subtle physical change in me over the years. It might can be my hair color? From 2005 till now I've changed hair color from Black to White blonde highlights + brown to Red head to orange to Black to blonde brown again...Okay some i have forgotten but this is some of my primary colors i dyed :D

Obviously i gain weight right? Not going to deny it, *sighs* (trying to diet)

Want to see the pictures? (i try rip from my Friendster :x)

*Tried going in Friendster but they seem to change to some other BETA thingy, can't get old pictures*

And...
I kinda lost mood in carry on doing the above post ):
Next time :D

Korea Fever!

2011-07-15T21:59:00.006+08:00

Today is Friday :D

A very special day for me as it marks my first day of Korean langues class! And also BIGBANG and 2NE1 is in SINGAPORE now!!!!
I'm so excited but at the same time i'm dissapointed as i wasn't able to go see them perform!

*EMO*

Well i can also watch famcams :3

My class has only 20 people including me. My teacher is a Korean :3 But she's ~~annoying~~ naggy/boring.

Can't say much...

Might be going to watch Harry Potter / Transformers next week :D
Who want go with me? T^T

Life has been treating me well.

Random

2011-07-14T09:28:00.003+08:00

Super Random post :3

Yes, i can see it's so grainy! I need ~~want~~ 600D !
Meow knows it :D

stress

2011-07-13T20:16:00.005+08:00

I feel very frustrated and i gets angry easily. The next moment? I'll be balling my eyes out and cry like some idiot!

Realizing money is indeed everything! Don't tell me money can't buy you love, you can go shopping! Don't say money can't buy you health, you can always go buy health foods see doctors eat medicine. Without MONEY your nothing, are you gonna eat grass? Wear what?

Fuck money anyways.

Having mood swings ):

Shall rant a little about my dear colleagues?

FYI i'm spose to have my 2 FUCKING off days (: YET i have to waste my cab fares and waste time coming down to work. Nice?

Seems like i gonna have my off tomorrow, we will see kay :D

P.S: If tomorrow i'm ~~not~~ working, will post more rants XD
P.S.S: Post stupid stuff!

Vainity

2011-07-06T18:15:00.003+08:00

Evey since i brought my first fashion mag "ViVi" i have just been mesmerized!

All those girls so cute!

Moving on ~

Maybe it's just me, being vain ):

But i just loved the whole natural after make up look. And with double eyelid tape, maks me realized i can HAVE bigger parallel eye lids! I can't stop raving on this D:

BUT yes!

Parallel lids makes people's eye look bigger!

Dyed my hair, but next week have to go back to school! WHAT SHOULD I DO ~ ( INSERT Seungri's song here)

My pay is small like peanuts :D

GIMME ANOTHER MONTH!

Yes yes. Gonna go on a killing spree soon (:

I hate days like this ):

2011-07-06T11:44:00.002+08:00

Everything was well until blah!

Went shopping @ Bugis alone D: Brought 1 skirt and a top.

Awaits my next pay which is coming in 4 days time? But i go not time to shopp!

Money....

Just do like Tabi says,

Disgusted.

2011-07-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

GIRLS! BEWARE!

Holick

2011-07-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

Don't know what to blog these days, my life is boring.

Work, work and work only.

No-life.

Frustrated

2011-07-01T18:23:00.003+08:00

I'm lacking of sleep!

Can't seem to sleep well properly, keeps waking up early in the morning because of itchy nose!

Show you my super chui face!

♥Shopps Hopps♥

2011-06-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

Hey ya everyone :)

Isn't online shopping the 'IN' thing now? Saves your time and effort to go out to buy stuff!

The first time i brought something from is Shopps Hopps , do visit them kay!
Super FRIENDLY owner :D

They are selling many things, from makeups to contact lens to clothes ~

Don't worry about them being 'scammers' just take a look at their Arrivals ♥

Ya la i know what you guys gonna say right, cause the BS owner is my friend :x
BUT BUT i seriously brought items from her before 'knowing' her lei D:

Support her kay!

What dah?

2011-06-30T14:23:00.002+08:00

Rights, working now. Just letting off some pent up emotions from within.

Computer is lagging!

You should know that's fatal!

Tried uploading my video but Mrs Youtube takes humongous sweet time to upload my videos. Ended up i aborted the idea. Shall re-edit, re-do and try post again.

What's the fucking problem with Youtube nowadays anyway? It wasn't like this few years back!

Not gonna spend most of my post with Youtube now.

So...

Early today, it's raining aye :D

So good to be in bed right now to sleep. But i can't i have a day job..And i didn't slept an wink since last night! FML seriously.

Noob!

2011-06-29T05:31:00.004+08:00

Just a small picture of my Eyes, hideous i know ):
Boohoo~

But! This is just a reminder of how small my eyes look like. And WHATEVER! I look like 'ahtiong'
D:
I can't believe how SZB keep says i look 'koreany' unless your meaning is that i have small eyes?

Yes, if anyone's interested do follow me in Twitter!

Promise promise I'll blog often :3

2NE1 - I AM THE BEST (내가 제일 잘나가) [HD]

2011-06-29T02:11:00.001+08:00

2NE1's latest song!

WOOHOO!

Yup, I'm the best TEEHEEXD

What's wrong.

2011-06-29T00:25:00.001+08:00

I've no idea.

Moogi

2011-06-17T01:49:00.003+08:00

I need Money! Who don't needs it? Even DEAD people haves it :D

Gotten a okok job $5/hr, not bad uh but fucking tempting to make me spend all the money i earn!
Seriously sad can! Once I paid my Starhub bills, me is so going to go shop till i faint!

Plus plus now Bugis Street clothes are selling like $10 per piece now, shorts @ $15. Why i know? Cause i work there :D

Didn't went school for quite some days ): Nose Bleed, naise.

What i thought.

2011-05-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

Have been wearing those lenses that i sell, nothing happen to me. Not gonna say anything but, have you consider that you didn't soak your lens before wearing? It STINGS like a bitch to me if i didn't soak before wearing, so please do so?

School rocks!

PRINCESS MIMI SERIES!

2011-05-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

Okay, gotta settle some issues with my own BLOGSHOP. Only some know like Mr meow and Evelynn girlfriend. Maybe a little details to others? Can't give shits bout it. And ways went Little India with Eve ytd for some Budget shopping :D
Walk under hot sun but was greatly rewarded with fucking cheap makeups from namely Mustafa(?) and some random shophouse.

Only brought a lipstick for $1 plus(?) It's showned in Budget Barbie's episode, you can veiw it here.
Eve brought tees which cost $2, didn't get any as it doesn't come in big size ):

Also went IKEA with Mr meow :D

Love chuu~

RIGHT~~~

I shall get a pair of GEO Princess MIMI lens for myself <3
Will post pics soon (:(:(:

Drama-mania!

2011-05-18T08:18:00.003+08:00

Watch many many dramas nowadays. Be it Korean, Taiwan and American. HOOT! BUT BUT...my favorite Vampire Dairies and Gossip Girl latest season has already ended T.T

For Korean drama I'm hooting on is *Try Lie To Me/Try Lying To Me/내게 거짓말을 해봐*

So far the episode i watch until is 3, updates every Monday and Tuesday (:

Synopsis

Gong Ah Jung, a level 5 Ministry of Culture official, gets entangled in a web of lies when she mistakenly lies that she's married to Hyun Ki Joon, a hotel manager from an affluent family. Their relationship is further complicated when Ki Joon's ex-fiancée and a close friend of his brother's, Oh Yoon Joo, reappears in his life.

Taiwan drama I'm hooting is *醉後決定愛上你* :D

Synopsis

Two strangers, both proposed marriage to their respective girl/boyfriend, were rejected on the same day. They decided that the best way to deal with the rejection was to get drunk, real drunk. During the 24 hours of their crazy drunkenness, these two stranger became best friends and got married… to each other. When they finally sobered up, they went on a mission to undo every crazy thing they did while they were drunk and prayed that their girl/boyfriend don’t find out before they can cover all their tracks.

CCK ITE Trip.

2011-05-14T15:14:00.002+08:00

No inspiration to Blog anything as aways.

On Friday, our life skill teacher? Brought us to CCK ite for the opening of NE Hub. Aigoo it's just so boring with skits and talks bout Ns shits. (pun)

Decided to wear my GEO Super Angel series's XCM 214.

About approx close to 3 months already since i open-ed it. Comfortability is 8.5/10 Though i must add it's getting dry :(

But i wore it for more then 8 hours.

Me(on the left) Wearing it :D

Chio?

Gotta admit GEO sometimes look like EOS but at much cheaper price and fast arrivals *laughs*

Not because I'm selling it, but that's a fact. I heard reviews about how EOS lenses are much more comfortable but i beg to differ.

Some months ago i brought my first pair of pink EOS Candy series from my friend, it could not last me 4 hours. And i start tearing like crazy plus it hurts T.T

So once bitten twice shy ):

Bonjela 2.

2011-05-03T03:30:00.003+08:00

Went out with Evelynn girlfriend to Bugis. Drank Koi's green milk tea with pearl! Majour ♥!

Met one of the customer to pass her those lens, and took many stupid photos (:

I've retard face :D

Fed one kawaii cat while going back home (:

Boring eh~

bonjela

2011-05-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

Wasn't updating my site, sigh.

Teh seven sins.

2011-04-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

Well can't really focus on what i'm tryna say now, but this post is merely created out of tired brain cells eh! The title of the post has nothing to do with this whole chunk of words i'm gonna write :D

I love school.

I love my class advisor.

I love my class advisor for promising us no HOMEWORK!(yes you seen it right, NO fucking homework)

I love my classmates for assuming I'm korean! (still IS! No more ah tiong shits. )

I love my blogshop <3!

I love Contacts babeh~ (Korean-ish look heehee)

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Well there are plenty mores to go but my *hate* list is definitely gonna be much much more.

Hopefully no more boring post, will be posting some Contacts reviews soon!

School.

2011-04-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

Finish the whole week without much difficulties. School was so so, lesson wasn't started yet so i can't say much. Awaiting for student pass only! :p no more adult fare :D
Made some friends, glad i decided to take initiative to know others (:

But my week was kinda ruined during wed? Due to some minor issues. Shall not mention it.

Do you know my class only have 2 chinese girl including me? Sucky much.

My classmate Lela.

And Shuyi.

I don't know if you notice it, my hair color changed LOL :D

Went prawning some weeks ago, decide to ride this bike @ ECP.

I miss you *hair*! T^T

Yoohooo~

2011-03-28T20:14:00.001+08:00

Random Post :D

Somethings that make me happy is spending money, but more or less it became a love hate thingy ):

Love is when you get to splurge but hate kicks in when you see you bank savings decreasing, kinda sad.

And that's when you go find a JOB! xD

Sleepless.

2010-11-27T12:50:00.002+08:00

Working at Orchard seems like a good choice, well that is if Dhoby is consider as Orchard ._.

Slacky job i guess.

No idea whut to blog ler, 88~

HI EMPTY SPACE!

2010-10-04T00:31:00.001+08:00

Okay time to update this little place D:
I've no idea what to blog anyways.
Erm what did i done?
Fly kite?
Work?
Took random photos?
Read books?
Just watch Vampire dairies ep4!
Okay byebye.

Just another day.

2010-09-26T22:34:00.001+08:00

I love my boyfriend, Rion.

Second attempt to blog (:

2010-09-26T11:30:00.002+08:00

I think I'll spent most of my free time updating this shitty blog thanks to the convience of a smart phone :p

Going rain and I think the customer rate will either drop or go higher but I think it will be the former as who want to get wet just to eat? Lame sio.

Side note, why do I always get so nervous when going to work? That is so not like me ): I'm suspecting that I'm sick...and shorting money ytd makes me quite sad. September is going to end, means that school application is going to open ._. scared I can't make it.

Having so much stressful thoughts...wonder when should I go for my theory test?

xoxo

Bloggy.

2010-09-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

Okay first time blogging with iPhone, pun indeed :/
Now I'm on my way to work as usually, felt like a no life person but for the sake of my dream so I'll work extra hard (:

Tomorrow is moi off day and looking forward to it haha.

This morning followed my dad to work from Tuas to Changi LOL! Like what bf says, we go Singapore one round hahas!

Amazed how I could wake up now and go work :x
Gonna see someone face till 6pm so sian sio.

Hurt.

2010-09-19T08:19:00.002+08:00

I try my best to form whatever thoughts into words and you mercilessly comment on your social network that your bored? I feel like an fucking idiot right now. If you don't give any flying fuck about me, why should i care about your feelings?

Starting to wonder really badly who are you to me?

The answer seem so clear nowaday...

Sua.

Blog Blog ):

2010-09-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

Have you ever tried working 7 days stright without rest?

I can tell you it's hell, but i tahan all the way. Anyway i'm piss off right now.

Hi Earthlings ~

2010-09-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Well guess it's time to update blog again(:

Work 1 week non stop and it's tiring me out but i'm glad there is extra pay, yay :D
Lucky there is 2 days off on Monday and Tuesday, i guess it spells s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g!

Okay nothing to blog also, I'm just so bored out now waiting for my Laogong.

Insomia.

2010-08-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

Feel so fcuking tired nowadays, have to wake up early and go SGH to see my freaking doctor. Doctor giving me a method to treat but everyone seems to go against it.
Le sigh.
Fickle fickle minded me ):

2010-08-20T02:46:00.002+08:00

Lately i found myself more prone to crying den any other days, i wish i could just end my life right now den to face these problems ._.
The only comfort that i can seek is currently giving me cold menace stares and it's chilling me much further.

Sigh.

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Take a peek at the life of an insomniac, oh wait i think i left the water tap on on.
Kay bye or else i will start being emo shit again and cry.

Liars.

2010-08-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

Again and again my feelings have been toyed around. Is it that easy to play with my heart?

so Hurt.

2010-08-02T22:25:00.001+08:00

GD...

Off.

2010-08-02T12:44:00.001+08:00

Getting more and more depress nowadays, i feel so numb...

Space.

2010-07-31T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hi again to this 'space', life's not going as plan but whatever (:

That 'fei de' in Wendy's really make my blood boil whenever i see him, hello you think i want to be slow? I just wanna make sure nothing is wrong, if i done something wrong i'm the bugger that has to be responsible okay!

Thinking really hard nowadays, well i guess that explains why i have so much white hair nowadays haha(:

And other than feeling stress over work i'm also thinking of getting a Monster headphone, but at 700SGD, i've no idea how many Mixstyle i can buy T^T

Love my boyfriend for being so understanding <:

PS~~Stupid Bytch~~ You dare come tell me where you *bu shuang* to my face LOLOLOL!

Neglecting.

2010-07-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging lately and if this virtual space is real i think it would be very dusty already. Moving on to some really mundane stuff like how's my life?

Well working at Wendy's is new experience as it's similar to BK yet different from them as they grill beef patties differently. Mingling well with colleagues too, smoking during break times (:

I really at lost of words right now to blog so i shall end this post with .....

....

...Nothing...Actually....

BYE!

Bigbang on Thailand's mag cover.

2010-06-30T04:18:00.002+08:00

Random post LOL!

G-Dragon - Shine A Light - Skit

To Hell with it.

2010-06-26T18:50:00.001+08:00

I hate life. Shitty like no tomorrow, i just wanna be alone now so just fcuking leave me alone.

Fooling around.

2010-06-16T14:12:00.003+08:00

2010-06-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Test shot just now. I'm a lousy photographer T^T

MioMio.

2010-06-13T13:10:00.001+08:00

What is there to blog?

Sleepy Headed.

2010-06-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

Work work work... Who say working at cashier is easy, its fucking making me headache lar! S.T.R.E.S.S!
Don't have enough time to blog too ): My number is soon to be gone already so update with me asap alright?

Married.

2010-06-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

Cooked dinner together with hubs, dad is the lucky one i think? Wait to get serve food nia :x
I find it very amusing that me and hubs keep going Orchard is the middle of the night. But night rider bus very expensive la ):
Pay day today :D
Can't wait for next month's pay day as its a full months one (:
Keep pestering hubs to bring me go see Prince of Persia, i find myself getting really annoying sorry la. Gtg sleep or else someone angry :x

Work.Busy.

2010-06-01T00:59:00.003+08:00

Working really means eating away you 'life', you get so fucking tired every night when you reach home yet not sleepy enough to sleep tru the day. What i dreaded the most is working the morning shift the very next day yet i hated afternoon shift as i finishes work at night ): But weekdays no TAXI home for free!
Smsing while working is a benefit i guess?
Ate Aston with hubs, he say it's nice :D
Okay time to rest.

Ya and seriously 1 month? You might as well kill me.

Live still goes on with or without you.

2010-05-28T15:08:00.003+08:00

With the most random idea me and Hubs went cycling to West Coast park, i always thought its near but fucking bloody far! Reach there around 4+ am? Moon was so bright ytd, unglam photos in iphone so haven got the chance to upload it yet.

Tired of waiting.

2010-05-27T22:03:00.002+08:00

Daddy buy new handphone again fml x100 ): It's the Se phone with 8meg + flash, SOMEMORE WHITE LA! I've a thang for white gadget :x Still feeling fml ttm as my job schedule is always delayed again and again, that orange going ns liao still want work meh? Wish i can work asap i don't want end up penniless, dun wan July den get paid lar ):
Okay la i want buy BB that's why :x
Msn messenger is giving alot problem, every time log in with dc me.
Argh rant rant.

The Princess and the Frog.

2010-05-27T12:56:00.004+08:00

And i can't believe i only watch The Princess and the Frog only today D: Not bad la what to expect from a Disney Movie right.

Headphone, i got another Mix-style but it's black with white star.

At Scape 2's Mac that day, irony Scape is just opposite haha (:

At RWS outside the Casino at 3+am?

Darling take one.

Sian.

2010-05-21T18:07:00.002+08:00

I dunno how to put these in words but i felt thoroughly disappointed. I lend you my stuff and i didn't expect much but hope you would take care of it. All i get was 'oh my friend's wire also liddat.' you know how i feel or not? I'm not trying to be petty here but just be careful with things that aren't yours cause it'll make me sad. And if worse come worse the wire spoil how? T^T

Nua.

2010-05-20T09:59:00.003+08:00

Frequent ordering Mac until the delivery guy knows you :x Nua on bed like every day? Since hubs like the 7pm and 9pm show on ch8 so is nua until go sleep. Today over slept spose to wake hubs at 5am but he say 30 mins later den wake him up, end up i continue sleep dao 7+. Sorry uh ): Like small boy boy liddat :x Guess i'll continue watch BigBang concert liao buhbye blog.

Cannot sleep.

2010-05-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

Some old news already but i brought a new bed (: Did i say it before? Can't remember liao and baby keep ordering Mac, ahh getting very fat liao la D:

Been a narcissist for so long, why can't i practice what i preach jibai la. And I'm always angry this few days knnbpcbccb... LoLs but i can't remember what i was angry about. Watch 'KickAss' now den i know why its M18.

Bad dream.

2010-05-14T13:01:00.004+08:00

Awoke with a nightmare kns. I'm very sure i told you many times D: ~~I'm not her.~~
Feeling very inferior argh fuck it. Just a jibai dream.

A moment like this ya (:

2010-05-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

Spending many days nights and time together with my boyfriend, times of our lives were used in pillow talks whereby mainly includes baby's past. It left me wondering through my own memories, same time same location different people and yet miraculously 2 strangers were brought together in a magical way, fate is a wonder ya? You are my only only one and you made my life full of sunshine and laughter :D
ABCDEFG
HIJKLM
NOPQRS
TUVWX
YZ.

Random

2010-05-05T22:55:00.001+08:00

559.

2010-05-04T04:35:00.003+08:00

I know you since 2006 through Sy, we weren't friends and kinda dislike you. 2 years pass i re-knew you again and it's different from before, blabla another 2 years gonna pass by again. We fall apart and don't even come close to being friends. Now we lead completely different lives i sincerely wish you would be happy and your the one who promised it that's why i left you. Fate is indeed funny.

Having a total emotion wreck. There are times i wish i can undone things i done before. The hurt and damage has been implanted, i know it's too late I'm fucking sorry!

Now i wish i can go back to school ):

Chances are lost.

Blame it on me.

2010-04-26T00:45:00.004+08:00

It simply disheartens me when my thyroid causes me my bpd. I only wish i was "normal" enough, i feel so bad for hurting my baby so much. Changing as much as possible right now.
Anyway went Cinne on Sat to watch movie 'Bounty Hunter' it's super funny la plus its a 2.30am show by the time it finish already 4+ liao. Still not tired me and baby walk to Esplanade from Cinne and slack till morning.

Some pic baby took.

~Ciao

Strike a cross upoon my heart.

2010-04-21T13:33:00.009+08:00

556 Post.

2010-04-20T14:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning with laogong. He help me download some songs :D Went down SGH to draw some blood and i simply can't stop laughing LOLs.
I think all men wants to play around, like com'on his 17 only and there is so many things for him to see and explore and by then i don't know if we're still together...getting myself so insecure, sigh.

Anyway bang my toopid head against the cab while getting out of it, fcuking seriously pain! Hate my mum to the core, sucks.

P/S: I love you, Rion.

Humans.

2010-04-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

I remember watching The Curious case Of Benjamin Button few hours ago again, an old lady told Benjamin that because we live longer and were meant to see one by one of our loves ones go before us. And because of that it signifies the importance of living.

Pool.

2010-04-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

Went swimming with Laogong(that day at H.W he say dun call him dar but Lg) ytd, so many people go swim on Sunday D:
My blog is a no picture blog haha! Okay i very lame paiseh.
*EMO*

Lychee.

2010-04-14T16:49:00.002+08:00

Did i tell you anything? Recently i get real fed up with my parents already so be more understanding. Don't ask me where those tweets are directed to, it's just a random small rant. I'm not forcing you home, it's getting very late and you have school early in the morning, wanting you back home sleep early is that wrong?

Neh ni neh ni poo poo.

2010-04-12T10:15:00.002+08:00

Slept early last night and wake up around 8+ am. Boring life. Thinking how to spend my days, wanted to go wild wild wet but the sun is always so god damned sunny. Craving for mac breakfast, hot cake and sausage meal >.< .

My grandma go to my cuzzie's house and stay, it's for the better.

Seriously W you make want to go down SK/Hg to find you. You want to play dumb go ahead, before that return my goddam stuff. Stop being a stupid bitch.

Disappointments.

2010-04-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

Drop a massage to my friend, but she replied asking who I am. Depress and stuff but since she wanted to say I gotten the wrong person, so be it (:

Tomorrow boyfriend will be starting school again. All the best (:

Feeling extremely sick, must be the weather. So drink more water! I wonder all the things I've done is it right or wrong? I'm pondering so much and my head still hurts even after so many days. Argh! Stress ar.

Lao neh pok.

2010-04-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

Went K-box with darling on Thurs at Jurong Safra. Super freaking cold and i swear bi's hand is like ice cube D:

Some Korean songs plus super oldies, seriously fun! Some random talk about the past & I've felt i wasted my youth lmao.

Pigging Out.

2010-04-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

I've noticed that my darling is a pig :x Other den sleeping he's fixing his comp or staring at teh computer parts catalogue. Went *somewhere* ytd, overall it's super funneh.

Those infinite grieve you caused me have left me stronger and hopefully changed me to be a better person. Ultimately the only person to blame was me D: Trusting you and eagerly gave you my heart, wrong move. I think i never learned my lesson, so darling don't break this frail heart of mine. It's fragile ):

*erhem* So his still sleeping in my bed i wonder what is he dreaming right now, and every-time i type on him, he kinda flip to the other side. His so cute! I think he know i talking bout him LOLs! Going changed my number soon.

Tryna write lengthy blog post to make it up for the lack of blogging but i really have no idea what to blog on.

Okay outta here~
Bye!

Black Eyed Peas - Alive.

2010-04-06T16:01:00.002+08:00

Some song that stuck in my head right now. Somehow it reminded me of you.

[Will.I.Am:]
I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

[Fergie:]
You said - you said - you said
That I'm the only one
You said that I'm your number 1
Now your gone and I feel numb
Tell me where do we go wrong
You are my best friend and boyfriend
Now it's seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to
Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose
Your love your love your love
Your love is what it was
That have me feeling {bust}
{You are my true love}

[Will.I.Am:]
And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

[Apl.De.Ap:]
Hey girl your the only one
{Must} be my number one
Now your gone I feel so numb
Tell me how do we go wrong
First friends then we became best-friend
You used to be my girlfriend
Now your my worst friend
Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I don't even act like I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess it's your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I lose you
I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
I guess this mean that I'm missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
I'm so lost without you

[Will.I.Am:]
And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

U make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

[Fergie / Will.I.Am:]
La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da
La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da

I got so much love

La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da

I got so much love

La di di di di di di di da la la la la

... I adore you and it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

[Taboo:]
So easy to fall in love with u
And all the things that you do
Baby girl your so remarkable
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful

Baby girl your so remarkable
So spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al

One Month.

2010-04-05T03:13:00.002+08:00

Brought a channel some mins ago. :D
Happy One month laogong!

Okay nthing to post liao.

Byebye

Layer of dust. Crusty heart.

2010-04-01T18:55:00.004+08:00

Counting the days where darling stay in my house is already 2 weeks liao, 1 more week his outta here. School re-opening D:

Wedding screenshots. March 30 :D I would like to thanks --VUS--DJes, xBLINKBLINK~ and his cpl ~ELMOx3. The rest are dar's friends (:

Wedding Party.
Dar's face (:
Preparing to take...
Gratz ~xZhenAi
Random shot.

Always the same.

2010-03-28T02:57:00.002+08:00

Keep listening to the same old song. Sometimes i feel light and while other days i just feel heavy with emotions. If only human don't have a heart so when they're wounded there won't be blood. The other half of me, still searching in process. Hopeless and lonely. Tryna figure myself out...

What is blogging?

2010-03-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

I hope your okay.

Dar bring me to eat Sakae Sushi on Monday.

This is Call Blogging, giving life's shit on this web page. Rant, raves what else? Personal opinions? Like "Dar Dar and Kai Kai Advantures"? Writing about their sex lives...Confusing thoughts...Sometime in the long night when i wasn't asleep i think of you. But the past and the things i've done and what you did to me is enough to make me shudder. Crying is not an option to me.

I don't want upset Dar, as i love him as deeply as i used to love you. Maybe there is some left but thats reserve for being friends. Just don't come here and read what i write, is it that hard?

分手快乐
祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的

Bye, TYJ.M

Delusional.

2010-03-21T20:58:00.003+08:00

Went camping with darling ytd but was raining so the tent is leaking with water ;hoho. I think my fever is cause by the rain, drench in the rain looking at sea is so cold but just simply surreal. Thinking back in the pass remembering him asking me to come here one last time because he wanted to get back the feeling, i never really go back to that place anymore. Sitting in Mac on the same spot, only memories and heart left feeling hollow (:

So..Me and dar went towards the bowling there and i played DDR D: Getting slow. Time Crisis 2 was so old school, remember i was in Primary school playing it on my cuzzie's comp. Went back tent play with fire go to sleep LOL.

And i got sun burnt ):

With age doesn't necessary comes with maturity.

2010-03-19T03:34:00.002+08:00

Friday came yet again. And all i ever did was stayed at home and eat ):
Seriously getting fat! Darling will pop by my house before school and after finishing school. Mental note to close window or else someone might come and shock you :x Darling go buy Iphone also lei :D

Lame.

2010-03-19T01:27:00.004+08:00

Offically no dens liao >.<

What's wrong with you?

~CakeHouse.

2010-03-18T04:00:00.002+08:00

Randomlly created a FAM but there are many wonderfull people who seem really sincere to keep the FAM alive, very nice and sweet of them to make a Bloggie too (:
Thanks to ~LOVE

cakehouse-170310.blogspot.com

Haha, outing on Sat? Semo movie, can't make my mind, suggestions plox :D

Darling is seriously sick so must take care can. Never go ECP again, suan ler next week alright? About the wedding dunno invite who :x But i really like that ring ): Unsure if you wanna get the same one?

Grats ~xCookiesx~ Dar level 32! Okay super late and i 21 uh :D

Sorry if i shouted at you, i don't mean anything i said or do. Its sometimes i really get agitated by little things Sorry!

ECP.

2010-03-17T13:53:00.002+08:00

Going camp later with Dar, the last time we wanted to go was ruin by my stupid emotions. Anyway i guess i've moved on? And i feel so happy when i'm with you :D It felt like you chase away all my dark clouds, when you make stupid jokes and sounds haha. Starting to miss you already :x Even thou your by my side almost everyday but i still continues to miss you, tell me what spell did you cast on me.

Forever faithfully yours.

MoMo X)